i love the world,
because its so beautiful.

but i hate beauty,
because only when we know what beauty is,
we start to notice what's ugly.

i hate ugliness,
because it brings about negative feelings.

but i love negative feelings,
because only when we experience negative feelings,
then we start to appreciate the positive ones.

then again, i hate positive feelings.
because when you're happy and all,
time just seems to pass to quickly, you don't even notice.

i hate to miss out details,
because every detail, every moment, is worth remembering.

i love my beautiful memories,
because these memories keeps me going all the way.

but i hate being strong,
because i end up losing all the care and concern from others,
because they think i don't need it anymore.

but sometimes, i love being a loner.
then, i don't need to care about how others think about me,
and what the hell others say behind my back.

i hate people who talk bad about others,
because i think if you don't like something,
just say it out.

but i can't do that sometimes too.
because sometimes its so difficult.



perhaps some words are too difficult to say.
perhaps keeping it inside would be a better choice.
perhaps that way, everyone would be happier.




okay, i'm mentally unstable or something.


we're gonna get our results tomorrow.
hopefully i didn't screw up too badly.
& this reminds me,
we're yet another day closer to splitting classes.

oh twofive. =/



lala,
thank you dear. (: